only my poly had to start school this week. wtf!?
sucks to be in school when everyone else is enjoying the holiday season.
I WANT MY HOLIDAYS BACK YOU MUDABITCH!
ALCOHOL MAY BE MAN'S WORST ENEMY BUT THE BIBLE SAYS LOVE YOUR ENEMY
navigate using the bars above
P L A Y
DOES THIS MEAN YOU'RE MOVING ON? BY THE AIRBORNE TOXIC EVENT
And the funny thing is it has no end
I try to call you up, at 2am
In a crowded bar, your ringer tones
Grab my mind
I can see you through the phone,
The phone, the phone
And I'm wide awake at home
At home, at home
So think I'll seem like a cat
And hope you don't catch
The bourbon on my breath
My breath, my breath
Catch a cab outside on Seventh Street
And the cars fly through the Bowery
I come to your door and I hear a moan
Then another voice, so Christ, she's not alone
Alone, alone
And my heart sinks like a stone
A stone, a stone
And the tears won't even come
I feel so numb
So swept aside, so dumb
So dumb, so dumb
When the words are wrong
And my patience gone
Will you tell me
Does this mean you're moving on?
From the balcony, you call my name
I see you standing in the rain
Your words so dry, your face so wet
Said I broke your heart,
But it hasn't happened yet
I'll bet, your friends all hate me now
I get the strangest looks,
From that bitchy crowd
And though, they must think
They have every reason to
I guess I'm still not quite yet over you
When the words are wrong
And you're hanging on
Another guy's arm
Does this mean you're moving on?
L O V E Y O U T U B E
ANNOYING ORANGE!
:D
P R O F I L E 1
THE LAME YET GOOD LOOKING DAUD
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT daud BY KWA & HELMI
ONE brown (i'm just tan lah)
TWO gets drunk often and
THREE does stupid stuff when his high
FOUR rebonded hair
FIVE likes to bang a wall and die
SIX pretends to be hit by air molecules all the time and
SEVEN does spastic octopus actions
P R O F I L E 2
THE KUNIANG YET ONE HELL OF A DANCER HELMI
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT helmi BY DAUD & KWA
ONE another brown, browner than DAUD
TWO LOVES fat & juicy thighs
THREE kuniang for life
FOUR dance till he drops
FIVE drools on people & people's pillow
SIX always plays with his curly part of his fringe
SEVEN has been asked by people why his name not HEAVEN-ME
P R O F I L E 3
THE BOTAK TRYIN TO GROW BACK HIS HAIR KWA ZHENG YU
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT kwa zhengyu BY HELMI & DAUD
ONE loves metal songs despite his guai appearance
TWO super youtube tard
THREE professional chiongster
FOUR endless flow of ideas in terms of confession
FIVE hates horror movies so much that he will cover his ears
SIX totally regards speakers as god
SEVEN has fantasies about CICAK MAN! (lizard man)
T A G B O A R D
GET THAT THOUGHT OUT OF YOUR MIND
unbelievable
1:12 AM - Tuesday, December 29, 2009
The Dawn Of Something New
12:34 AM - Monday, December 28, 2009
hey. HELMI 's back after so long AGAIN.
I've been really busy lately going out almost everyday.
YESTERDAY, we celebrated my brother bear's 17th birthday! haha. it was RAW fun. LOH ZHENG YU had a really crazy idea that would get him caught by the police on his birthday. We would have pull it off if we had more guts which we ended up not doing. xD overall, i think it was a memorable day for him.
I'm left with only one more week left before school starts. I plan to make full use of the remaining hols ! ALSO, it will be the end of 2009 in a few days time and i hope to have a memorable last day of 09 with my close friends. CANT WAIT 4 TT.
All human beings undergo changes in their life.
some adapt quickly to change, others take time.
In time i too will change be it for better or for worst.
I've been really busy lately going out almost everyday.
YESTERDAY, we celebrated my brother bear's 17th birthday! haha. it was RAW fun. LOH ZHENG YU had a really crazy idea that would get him caught by the police on his birthday. We would have pull it off if we had more guts which we ended up not doing. xD overall, i think it was a memorable day for him.
I'm left with only one more week left before school starts. I plan to make full use of the remaining hols ! ALSO, it will be the end of 2009 in a few days time and i hope to have a memorable last day of 09 with my close friends. CANT WAIT 4 TT.
All human beings undergo changes in their life.
some adapt quickly to change, others take time.
In time i too will change be it for better or for worst.
morons, really
12:19 AM
DAUD TSUNA IS BACK (: AND BROTHER!!! its not that i dont want to blog, its no time to blog, even thought its my holidays. hahahaha and fuck the fact that school starts back for me tomorrow, fuck the fucking fucktard moron which does not have a life and wants everyone to go back to school with him/ her/ it.
yeah, so like he said, my two weeks of holidays was well spent (:
i learned something today. when the truth was told, i was in extreme shock, i really thought that what i see in dramas and such would never ever occur to any one of my friends. i saw the pain, anger, sadness in your eyes when you told me what you wanted me to know. i'm truly sorry for mot being able to be there for you when you went through all that hardship. so please, the next time you need us, call me, cause friends will always be there for you.
yeah, so like he said, my two weeks of holidays was well spent (:
went to seoul'd out and saw Ga-In (:
loh and helmi stayover my house
the normal clique stayover at babisono's house, but the dinner sucked -.-
me mits kwa and andrew stayover koukloon's house
celebrated loh's birthday (:
npcc gathering just now (:
so overall i didnt sleep for one whole week i think, starting to get use to itloh and helmi stayover my house
the normal clique stayover at babisono's house, but the dinner sucked -.-
me mits kwa and andrew stayover koukloon's house
celebrated loh's birthday (:
npcc gathering just now (:
i learned something today. when the truth was told, i was in extreme shock, i really thought that what i see in dramas and such would never ever occur to any one of my friends. i saw the pain, anger, sadness in your eyes when you told me what you wanted me to know. i'm truly sorry for mot being able to be there for you when you went through all that hardship. so please, the next time you need us, call me, cause friends will always be there for you.
The rain just keeps falling
10:57 PM - Sunday, December 27, 2009
ok this blog like only i blogging... both the buggers like not posting anything even though its their break =.=
anyway, quit my job already. just waiting for pay to go on a spree. need to find another job soon though. dont want to stone at home and do nothing and waste life away.
now like im having a total headache deciding what course to go to in poly. and which poly. sp or np? engineering or life sciences? passion or dream? hard to decide.
anyway these few days with the brothers were fun. very fun actually. hope everyone wont be too busy once i start school or something.
ok end here then. need to go back and think about my future.
zy here
that text i received made my day, even thought it only contain a simple message. it truly made my day. thanks
anyway, quit my job already. just waiting for pay to go on a spree. need to find another job soon though. dont want to stone at home and do nothing and waste life away.
now like im having a total headache deciding what course to go to in poly. and which poly. sp or np? engineering or life sciences? passion or dream? hard to decide.
anyway these few days with the brothers were fun. very fun actually. hope everyone wont be too busy once i start school or something.
ok end here then. need to go back and think about my future.
zy here
that text i received made my day, even thought it only contain a simple message. it truly made my day. thanks
And you said it would only take time
9:56 PM - Saturday, December 19, 2009
weee~ long time never blog le. finally back!
had like work almost day since last week. only had a day off yesterday cause there wasnt any stock for us to work on. was called on last minute to work today. worked half day and got stomach ache and even puked. feel so weak and fat. i thought work makes one slimmer! but for me IM GROWING FATTER! need to go work out after this month when i quit the job! cant wait for pay day and shop $_$!
tomorrow going sentosa with the usual group of sentosa-ers. i wanna catch avatar! so many people reviewed that its damn nice! o ya iron man 2 is coming out soon! WARMACHINE!!! WOO!
ok i shall end here today. blog when im free again.
zy here
i knew time woundnt heal anything. false hope was all i was given.
had like work almost day since last week. only had a day off yesterday cause there wasnt any stock for us to work on. was called on last minute to work today. worked half day and got stomach ache and even puked. feel so weak and fat. i thought work makes one slimmer! but for me IM GROWING FATTER! need to go work out after this month when i quit the job! cant wait for pay day and shop $_$!
tomorrow going sentosa with the usual group of sentosa-ers. i wanna catch avatar! so many people reviewed that its damn nice! o ya iron man 2 is coming out soon! WARMACHINE!!! WOO!
ok i shall end here today. blog when im free again.
zy here
i knew time woundnt heal anything. false hope was all i was given.
it keeps getting better (:
11:44 PM - Friday, December 11, 2009
thursday
suppose to see BEG at airport. but somehow only FT Island tmax and someone else came. some bitch told us this when after Ft Island left, "you can go home now, no one coming already. BEG coming tomorrow at 1130 terminal 2 also" she gace us this gui lan face and looked at us like we were 15 years old waiting for celebs to come -.- was so disappointed after all the excitement.
friday
so woke up and cab down to airport to terminal two with arielle and rachel. went there only to see no crowd of cheering fans and no barricade. asked the info counter but the next flight was like at 1430 -.- so we sat there stoned for an hour, disappointed again, till this group of girls walked past us and said something about terminal one. we rushed there saw the barricade and our smiles returned. FINALLY SAW BROWN EYED GIRLS! AND GA IN WAS SO HOT! AND SHE'S SHORTER THEN ME! SO WAS NARSHA! (: (: (: (: (: (:
so happy that i got to see my favourite person on earth now and her smile in real life and that she was shorter then me and yet still has hot legs (: (: (: (: (: (:
daud here with a huge smile on his face (: going fort canning with helmi soon to book space. so nights people (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
suppose to see BEG at airport. but somehow only FT Island tmax and someone else came. some bitch told us this when after Ft Island left, "you can go home now, no one coming already. BEG coming tomorrow at 1130 terminal 2 also" she gace us this gui lan face and looked at us like we were 15 years old waiting for celebs to come -.- was so disappointed after all the excitement.
friday
so woke up and cab down to airport to terminal two with arielle and rachel. went there only to see no crowd of cheering fans and no barricade. asked the info counter but the next flight was like at 1430 -.- so we sat there stoned for an hour, disappointed again, till this group of girls walked past us and said something about terminal one. we rushed there saw the barricade and our smiles returned. FINALLY SAW BROWN EYED GIRLS! AND GA IN WAS SO HOT! AND SHE'S SHORTER THEN ME! SO WAS NARSHA! (: (: (: (: (: (:
so happy that i got to see my favourite person on earth now and her smile in real life and that she was shorter then me and yet still has hot legs (: (: (: (: (: (:
daud here with a huge smile on his face (: going fort canning with helmi soon to book space. so nights people (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
SPEECHELESS!
9:50 PM - Wednesday, December 9, 2009
good things happening this week:
1) TERM TEST ENDING TOMORROW!
2) playing L4D2 tomorrow too!
3) AND THE MOST IMPORTANT IS THAT I GONNA SEE BROWN EYED GIRLS LIVE THIS SAT! MEANS I GET TO SEE GA IN LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps for those for dont know who that is, her name is Ga-In, without the (-) so please stop saying i got bad english or something.
bad things happening:
1) BROTHER IS BEING AN ASSHOLE MOTHERFUCKER BITCH who comes up super unreasonable things to be unhappy about with me and then comes up sith super no link excuses when he doesnt know wad else to say -.- stupidity is whirling around him since god knows when -.-
2) somehow alot of guys that saw ga in on my phone says she looks like a guy. my god! HAHAHAHA! open your eyes people! SHE'S a girl! GIRL! hahaha
AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE GA IN!
(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
1) TERM TEST ENDING TOMORROW!
2) playing L4D2 tomorrow too!
3) AND THE MOST IMPORTANT IS THAT I GONNA SEE BROWN EYED GIRLS LIVE THIS SAT! MEANS I GET TO SEE GA IN LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps for those for dont know who that is, her name is Ga-In, without the (-) so please stop saying i got bad english or something.
bad things happening:
1) BROTHER IS BEING AN ASSHOLE MOTHERFUCKER BITCH who comes up super unreasonable things to be unhappy about with me and then comes up sith super no link excuses when he doesnt know wad else to say -.- stupidity is whirling around him since god knows when -.-
2) somehow alot of guys that saw ga in on my phone says she looks like a guy. my god! HAHAHAHA! open your eyes people! SHE'S a girl! GIRL! hahaha
AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE GA IN!
(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
Why isnt it as easy?
9:20 PM - Sunday, December 6, 2009
WOOO! JUST FINISH WATCHING AMERICAN PIE : BOOK OF LOVE! quite a nice show, not as horny as the others. main aim is showing how to get the girl. seems like, being true to yourself and just expressing your feelings somehow gets the one you love, the one you only had eyes for and is willing to wait for. guess doesnt really apply to me though.
well, quite boring for a rest day. tomorrow got work again. thinking if to solo on 9 and 10. then can get more $$. should i get the zara jeans and get them to alter the waist? feels damn nice and just the type i want!
o well. stop here today. ciao
zy here
maybe being out of your life is better for you. but for me, just the sight of you is enough.
well, quite boring for a rest day. tomorrow got work again. thinking if to solo on 9 and 10. then can get more $$. should i get the zara jeans and get them to alter the waist? feels damn nice and just the type i want!
o well. stop here today. ciao
zy here
maybe being out of your life is better for you. but for me, just the sight of you is enough.
Hoping for the best
6:30 PM - Friday, December 4, 2009
5th day at work. kinda getting used to it though. abit of muscle aches on my arm. but the sore on the feet are getting lesser and lesser. maybe i getting used to standing for like 8 hours!
these few days maybe it was abit more smooth sailing. but random thoughts of her always pop out. cant help but to smile when i think of the memories i had. maybe it wouldnt ended this way if i didn't act so foolishly. only regrets and more regrets. but i cant do anything to remove these regrets in me. i can only bring it along to my grave.
zy here. feet is abit sore LOL
i wish the feelings would not fade away. i want to keep them close to me. i want to wait till i cant wait no further.
these few days maybe it was abit more smooth sailing. but random thoughts of her always pop out. cant help but to smile when i think of the memories i had. maybe it wouldnt ended this way if i didn't act so foolishly. only regrets and more regrets. but i cant do anything to remove these regrets in me. i can only bring it along to my grave.
zy here. feet is abit sore LOL
i wish the feelings would not fade away. i want to keep them close to me. i want to wait till i cant wait no further.
slowly but surely
11:32 PM - Tuesday, December 1, 2009
damn it! term test next week and i havent start studying!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
daud here, it hurts but i cant forget what you said -.-
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
daud here, it hurts but i cant forget what you said -.-
Sick Sick LoveSick?
7:55 PM
MST is just round the corner and many diseases are spreading around school.Most of my classmates are feeling the sick these past few days including me.Had a wonderful time on THURS but soon after that i feel feeling nauseous and heaty.After that,i started to have no appetite in any food , was feeling shitty and stuff for 3 consecutive days.SLEEP 10 TIMES!! ARGH OMG. sickening...come today im alot better. YEAH glad to be alive lolz.
helmi here
p.s now my fren breathing heavily under my ear like literaly!@#@!FTW
im studying dammit
helmi here
p.s now my fren breathing heavily under my ear like literaly!@#@!FTW
im studying dammit
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