And the funny thing is it has no end
I try to call you up, at 2am
In a crowded bar, your ringer tones
Grab my mind
I can see you through the phone,
The phone, the phone
And I'm wide awake at home
At home, at home
So think I'll seem like a cat
And hope you don't catch
The bourbon on my breath
My breath, my breath
Catch a cab outside on Seventh Street
And the cars fly through the Bowery
I come to your door and I hear a moan
Then another voice, so Christ, she's not alone
Alone, alone
And my heart sinks like a stone
A stone, a stone
And the tears won't even come
I feel so numb
So swept aside, so dumb
So dumb, so dumb
When the words are wrong
And my patience gone
Will you tell me
Does this mean you're moving on?
From the balcony, you call my name
I see you standing in the rain
Your words so dry, your face so wet
Said I broke your heart,
But it hasn't happened yet
I'll bet, your friends all hate me now
I get the strangest looks,
From that bitchy crowd
And though, they must think
They have every reason to
I guess I'm still not quite yet over you
When the words are wrong
And you're hanging on
Another guy's arm
Does this mean you're moving on?
L O V E Y O U T U B E
ANNOYING ORANGE!
:D
P R O F I L E 1
THE LAME YET GOOD LOOKING DAUD
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT daud BY KWA & HELMI ONE brown (i'm just tan lah) TWO gets drunk often and THREE does stupid stuff when his high FOUR rebonded hair FIVE likes to bang a wall and die SIX pretends to be hit by air molecules all the time and SEVEN does spastic octopus actions
P R O F I L E 2
THE KUNIANG YET ONE HELL OF A DANCER HELMI
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT helmi BY DAUD & KWA ONE another brown, browner than DAUD TWO LOVES fat & juicy thighs THREE kuniang for life FOUR dance till he drops FIVE drools on people & people's pillow SIX always plays with his curly part of his fringe SEVEN has been asked by people why his name not HEAVEN-ME
P R O F I L E 3
THE BOTAK TRYIN TO GROW BACK HIS HAIR KWA ZHENG YU
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT kwa zhengyu BY HELMI & DAUD ONE loves metal songs despite his guai appearance TWO super youtube tard THREE professional chiongster FOUR endless flow of ideas in terms of confession FIVE hates horror movies so much that he will cover his ears SIX totally regards speakers as god SEVEN has fantasies about CICAK MAN! (lizard man)
T A G B O A R D
GET THAT THOUGHT OUT OF YOUR MIND
Confused
1:44 AM - Monday, August 30, 2010
sometimes i just wonder,
am i suppose to be a
passerby?
or someone
important
in your life?
zy here
When a Heart Breaks, It Don't Break Even
10:06 PM - Sunday, August 29, 2010
hmm taking a break from studying now.. i don't know why but this song jz remind me of what happened to me recently. Despite it's meaning, it's really a nice song.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just praying to a god that I don't believe in Cos I got time while she got freedom Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst She finally met a man that's gonna put her first While I'm awake she's no trouble sleeping Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even..
What am i gonna to do when the best part of me was always you And what am i supposed to say when I'm all chocked up that you're ok I'm falling to pieces,yeah, I'm falling to pieces
...
break even - the script
H.E.L.M.I Putting the past behind me
Time Doesnt Exist, We Just Made It Up
2:15 AM - Saturday, August 28, 2010
awake at 2.16am
have no idea what to do
sleep takes away the thoughts
but dreams install even bigger fantasy
now im just sitting face my screen
typing whatever comes to mind
but its always you that do that
it never fails
you are what i want
maybe its changing to a need
but you will never know
cause youre too good for me
maybe its just a thought
but thoughts are what dreams make
they make you think over and over again
mind fucking you every
second
minute
hour
day
year
of your life
to embrace is courage
or others call being afraid
but there is one thing for sure
im still awake at 2.16 am
zy here HAHA
Lost
2:31 AM - Sunday, August 22, 2010
why do you look so beautiful?
you never seem to fade from my memories,
holding on forever,
till when?
time will never tell,
neither can i,
but holding on to them,
is what i do best.
expecting nothing in return
is what they call true love?
zy here
Remembering The Old Days
3:59 AM - Monday, August 9, 2010
I was watching the show titled "old places" which depict places that remind Singaporeans of their past. Then it struck me.. the memories from my past. *FLASHBACK* And then i thought to myself. what was others' childhood been like? well for me, I should say i had quite a wonderful childhood. I've experienced happiness, sadness , fear , curiosity , embarrassment , jealousy, lust and etc.
I remembered the time when my friends and i played catching and water bomb throughout my entire block area.
I remember the time when we played blind mice , ice & water in the nearby playground.
There was this one time my bike hit the tree near my block.
I fell onto my friend's little brother with my teeth sinking into his face. remembered seeing him covered in blood & so was my teeth. that's something unforgettable.
Played Tamiya Cars at the drainage area with friends as we had no ramp to begin with.
Split someone else's beyblade in half.
I remembered playing laser tag in the maze near my house.
Caught tadpoles & spiders in the nearby field
My kitten died and was buried beside the tree near my house.
Got jealous of my cousin for making my first "crush" laugh all the time.
RIZAL,RUSHDEE,TAUFIQ,HIDAYAT,KHAIRUDDIN & MAHADHIR were my childhood friends.
Ms Sarah & Ms Lum being such good teachers back in my school.Had a crush on one of them :x
Both my parents were working and often not at home during the afternoons. They allowed me to explore the outside world and i thank them for that. Not being restraint to life at home, I learnt many things by myself.
As time passes, my childhood friends moved to a different neighbourhood one after another. Now the nearby playgrounds, maze ,basketball court and path ways had been demolished and turned into a field full of vast greenery. Every time i looked out of the window and gaze upon the field, the feeling & memories of playing with my childhood friends for hours & hours without end simply returned. It's as though time has stopped. Helmi -pictures of you , pieces of me.
Law of Nature doesnt work this way
10:43 PM - Tuesday, August 3, 2010
just sitting here thinking of nothing but you
but i know your heart isn't here with me its wasn't from the start sorrows and hatred mixed in the glass bottom ups is all i can do
zy here sucks to be me sometimes
SWEETS DREAM
1:08 AM
I choose to love, because I would rather take a person through such a bitter Acacia. In each lonely night, I will try to learn, will continue to the end as i do not want you to worry. Perhaps we should recognize at least at one point I will be happy. However, I'll never regret, eventhough you never let me know why love is a sweet thing. . .
-You Wish Everyone Has a Chance H.E.L.M.I
Feelings are not suppose to exist, yet humans choose to embrace the lies within them: emotions
11:28 PM - Sunday, August 1, 2010
ni men hao!
anyway im kinda pissed right now. supposed not to have school tomorrow, but got some tiny thing to do at school! so have to go back to school for LESS THAN AN HOUR! waste of my sleeping time T_T.
anyway today rb awhile, nothing much i guess. yao painted a nice tee (Y).
so ya, im jobless. so sad right? need to find job again. or should just go learn trading? tempting though.
so ya i think i end here then, nothing much to update