And the funny thing is it has no end
I try to call you up, at 2am
In a crowded bar, your ringer tones
Grab my mind
I can see you through the phone,
The phone, the phone
And I'm wide awake at home
At home, at home
So think I'll seem like a cat
And hope you don't catch
The bourbon on my breath
My breath, my breath
Catch a cab outside on Seventh Street
And the cars fly through the Bowery
I come to your door and I hear a moan
Then another voice, so Christ, she's not alone
Alone, alone
And my heart sinks like a stone
A stone, a stone
And the tears won't even come
I feel so numb
So swept aside, so dumb
So dumb, so dumb
When the words are wrong
And my patience gone
Will you tell me
Does this mean you're moving on?
From the balcony, you call my name
I see you standing in the rain
Your words so dry, your face so wet
Said I broke your heart,
But it hasn't happened yet
I'll bet, your friends all hate me now
I get the strangest looks,
From that bitchy crowd
And though, they must think
They have every reason to
I guess I'm still not quite yet over you
When the words are wrong
And you're hanging on
Another guy's arm
Does this mean you're moving on?
L O V E Y O U T U B E
ANNOYING ORANGE!
:D
P R O F I L E 1
THE LAME YET GOOD LOOKING DAUD
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT daud BY KWA & HELMI ONE brown (i'm just tan lah) TWO gets drunk often and THREE does stupid stuff when his high FOUR rebonded hair FIVE likes to bang a wall and die SIX pretends to be hit by air molecules all the time and SEVEN does spastic octopus actions
P R O F I L E 2
THE KUNIANG YET ONE HELL OF A DANCER HELMI
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT helmi BY DAUD & KWA ONE another brown, browner than DAUD TWO LOVES fat & juicy thighs THREE kuniang for life FOUR dance till he drops FIVE drools on people & people's pillow SIX always plays with his curly part of his fringe SEVEN has been asked by people why his name not HEAVEN-ME
P R O F I L E 3
THE BOTAK TRYIN TO GROW BACK HIS HAIR KWA ZHENG YU
RANDOM FACTS ABOUT kwa zhengyu BY HELMI & DAUD ONE loves metal songs despite his guai appearance TWO super youtube tard THREE professional chiongster FOUR endless flow of ideas in terms of confession FIVE hates horror movies so much that he will cover his ears SIX totally regards speakers as god SEVEN has fantasies about CICAK MAN! (lizard man)
T A G B O A R D
GET THAT THOUGHT OUT OF YOUR MIND
lemme summarize
8:32 PM - Thursday, August 11, 2011
daydreams
short
indecisive
low self-esteem
not much confidence left
too hasty
thinks too much
easily demoralized
lame
a fucking burden
lazy
bastard
insensitive
goal-less
thick-skinned
aint useful
procrastinator
and many more
well that sums me up quite well
in other words
A FAILURE, A FUCKING FAILURE
how i wish i can dig a fucking hole so deep
and never come out again -.-
stupid. so fucking stupid.
6:58 PM
ok, i've always misjudged things and come to conclusions
extremely fast
but looking at things now
it was a fucking mistake
to have gone ahead with that idea
i dont know what made me
believe that there was even a possibility in the first place
maybe its a wake up call
and the last one
well, i hope you get fucked the same way at work the way you fucked me up. bitch
12:29 AM
well the title sums it all up -.-
time for a puff puff with my mint intense
guys and girls.
10:40 PM - Wednesday, August 10, 2011
ok now i know why my mind blocked for these few days
feeling cranky again
seriously, guys and girls
there's not much difference
we all PMS
its just a matter of consistency
well fuckmylife -.-
feeling like this for no reason.
kns ccb diu le
Looking Back this 3 years
1:06 PM - Monday, August 8, 2011
We created this blog when i was 16? perhaps 17. Now im 19. Can you believe that?
I can confidently say I did quite alot of activities during my 3 yrs in school! (:
I'd just looked through all the photos i had in fb and realize how fast it has been since the picture of my first day in school up till now.
All the fun times we had together!
camps dance performances, going to the beach, jz hanging out! all that jz came back to me.
The photos also reminded me of what we once are and how we've change along the way.
I was quite small back then but as time goes by i've mature a lil bit. learning everyday how to be a better person.
I might not be as great now but i hope i will be in the future.
This is a reminder of future-HELMI of who i once were (:
H.E.L.M.I
Remember the things that make you smile, not on things than makes you frown!
ME off to school!
Listening to: Move like jagger -Maroon 5